唯有对你，我承受不起打击{ Only for you I can't afford to bl

Time long and difficult， relentless after you left， I still wait for you in situ painful， also believe that you will tell me everything。 It seems that overestimate yourself。 But I still cannot forget you， always miss you， miss you said to me： "you still owe me a lifetime of happiness，" miss you in pettish to me， the two together， more miss zha done together。 Thus conceived， see how the lives of nearly a year happy career， but you are so far away， so two months passed， and your loved ones tell me do you have a contact with me……

时日漫长而难煎熬，无情的你离开以后，我依然在原地痛苦的等你，还坚信你会告诉我一切；看来高估自己了。可我还是无法忘记你，时时刻刻思念你，想念你对我说：“你还欠我一辈子幸福”，想念你对我撒娇，更想念咋们两一起走过的地方，一起做过的事。从而构想出，浮现出咋们生活的快一年快乐生涯，而你却是那么遥远，就这样两个月过去了，你的亲人告诉我你有联系时我……

At that moment， like you're wandering through， remember the zha living before I say to you？ You are the most important part of me， I am willing to break the unknown happiness for you， even if tears also want to clear up， care， because there is no shortcut to happiness， only business。 You say to the zha of happiness to look around together， go to the effort。 But now， you go， ha ha， really broke the fear of the unknown， and I cannot accept the fear of the unknown as a result， I need you， you now in where？ You now in where？ You may never come back。

那一刻，自己犹如行尸走肉，还记得之前咋们生活时我对你说的吗？你是我最重要的一部分，我愿意为你打破未知的幸福，就算泪流满面也要放晴，将心比心，因为幸福没有捷径，只有经营。你说为了咋们的幸福要一起云游四海，一起去努力。可是如今，你却走了，呵呵，真的打破了未知的恐惧，而我却无法接受未知的恐惧结果，我需要你，如今你在何方？如今你在何方？可能你再也不会回来。

Not your day， strange sad every day， sense of heartache， let me a person bear all， we won't have your encouragement， occasionally hear before I sing two song suddenly heartache， work casual recall you act in pettish， let me， so I can only lament the fate tease me， knowing that you are so important in my heart even ruthless quietly take you away。 After you left， the in the mind feel out something， empty， will no longer like past full。 You go after that month， dare not to touch is all about you， afraid of remembering how their career， so that more sadness。 I put all about you visible things disappear in front of my eyes， think about you all the memory in mind all deleted， in the end， but still can't do that， or left a deep memories， hear and see some things， knowing that has nothing to do with you， but eventually back to you。 My friend and I said， now really want to amnesia， forget everything， they advised that constantly accused me told me to forget you， so you don't deserve I give。 Again and try to forget the story about you and me， for your thoughts， inadvertently ruthless I pictured earlier again。

没你的日子，每天莫名的伤感，莫名的心痛，让我一个人承受一切，不会再有你的鼓励，偶尔听到之前我两一起唱过的歌会突然心痛，去工作时不经意间回忆起你撒娇的一幕，让我徘徊，我只能哀叹命运如此戏弄我，明知你在我心中那么重要还要无情的悄悄把你带走。你走后，心里感觉被掏了什么东西一样，空空的，不再会如以往充实。你走后的那个月，不敢去接触有关于你的一切，怕忆起咋们的生涯，以致更加伤感。我把关于你的一切显眼的东西全部消失在我眼前，想不关于你的一切记忆在脑海之中的全部删除，可到了最后，还是做不到，还是留下了深刻的回忆，听到和看到某些事，明知与你无关，却最终还是因此而回想到你。我和朋友说，如今好想失忆，忘记一切，他们劝道，不停地指责我叫我忘记你，这样的你不值得我付出。然后自己再次试着忘记有关你和我的故事，可对你的思念，不经意间无情的再次重新浮现早我眼前。

The day of the month， non-stop every day insomnia， heartache in broad daylight， still as if nothing has occurredly to work at night， under the force of life pretending to be strong， not rest assured on the matter。 However， all this only oneself know。 Who has to absorb the blow， but I know that no matter how to change， how good， you will not come back to me， but I only want you to tell me everything， that's all。 But you think I can bear anything that hurt you so much。

这个月的日子里，每天不停地失眠，不停在白昼心痛，到了晚上依然若无其事的上班，在生活的逼迫下假装坚强，没把这事放心上。然而这一切只有自己懂。何人都有承受不了的打击，只是我深知不管自己怎样改变，怎样的优秀，你也不会回到我身边，可是我此时只想你亲口告诉我一切，仅此而已。你却以为我什么都能承受，以致你这样随意伤害。

I love you， but I don't know how to you， because your leave， already deeply beat me。 I have my own self-esteem and proud， but for you， I have nothing； Think things will change， so constantly pay， forgive me， but now in addition to our life memories， or nothing at all。

我爱你 ，但我不知如何对你，因为你的这样离去，早已将我深深地打败。我有自己的自尊和自己的骄傲，可是为了你，我一无所有；以为事会有所改变，因此不断付出，原谅，可如今除了咱们生活的回忆外，还是一无所有。

I love you， afraid to lose you， ha ha， because I care about you too， so you will leave me。 For you to leave and not say anything， just call me waiting for you， must be waiting for you…… So ridiculous， I laugh， I heartache of laughter。 Before I believe there is something， but to remember details enough to overturn my judgment， ha ha， how ironic！

我爱你，害怕失去你，呵呵，正因为我太在乎你，所以你才会离我而去。对于你的离去而什么都没有说，只是叫我等你，一定等你……如此荒谬，我大笑，我心痛的大笑。之前我相信这其中有蹊跷 ，可是回想细节足以推翻我的判断，呵呵，多么讽刺啊！

Christmas Eve， December 24， 2013 is your birthday， this day is my most looking forward to before， but this day is just a person， I wait for you at home in pain…… Sent so many messages， did not return； Wish， even if he didn't write a word send a blank I will be very happy， but you didn't， soliloquize to say may be you forget today is your birthday， may be you are too busy， I also bless you a happy birthday。 I wait， wait until three o 'clock in the morning the next day to go off work， wait for nothing。 Ha ha， in front of them envy you， can I put down in front of your individual character, put down self-esteem, but still you heartless disappear

平安夜，2013年12月24日是你的生日，这一天是我之前最期待的，可是这一天却只是我一个人，在他乡痛苦的等你……发了那么多短信，都没有回；多么希望，哪怕是一个字也没写发个空白的我也会很高兴，但是你没有，自言自语的说可能是你忘了今天是你自己的生日，或许是你太过于繁忙，同时我也默默地祝福你生日快乐。我一直等，等到第二天凌晨三点下班，什么都没等到。呵呵，在他们面前羡慕你，可我在你面前放下了个性，放下了自尊，而你依然无情的消失。

This day, a friend to accompany me drinking wine in his stomach, but things in my heart, there is a layer of estrangement, no matter how much to fill； So： "drink down sorrow more sorrow", I secretly call you from time to time, want to personally say to you： happy birthday！ But you have been turned off。 Now think of laughter, heartache of laughter, they really silly！

这一天，朋友陪我借酒消愁，酒在肚里，可事在心里，中间有一层隔阂，无论喝了多少都装不满啊；所以：“借酒消愁愁更愁”，我时不时悄悄打你电话，想亲口对你说声：生日快乐！可是你一直都关机。如今自己想想大笑，心痛的大笑，自己真傻！

I don't know how can you disappear from my world, ha ha, the day you are not so important to me, I hope I can more fulfilling life now some, now a bit busy, so you don't have too much time to miss you。

不知如何你才能从我的世界消失，呵呵，那一天你已对我不在那么重要了，我希望现在的生活能更充实一些，现在的工作忙碌一点，这样就不会有太多时间去思念你了。

This year of life, thank you for giving me the dribs and drabs, let me have the opportunity to grow and understand themselves do not know the truth； This year at the same time, this two months of the day you left, I'm tired, I'm really tired, also do not have any reason to let me take you to any hit……

这一年的生活中，感谢你给我点点滴滴，让我有机会成长，明白自己不懂得道理；同时这一年中，你离开的这两个月的日子，我累了，我真的累了，也没有任何理由再让我承受你给的任何打击了……

Now, only for you, I can't afford to blow。

如今，唯对你，我承受不起打击。